Sometimes I lie awake thinking about all the things I should have done, and in a burst of courage, I attempt to follow through on the items I missed out on doing.

For instance, I decided to reach out to someone to ask why they made a particular decision. Their decision affected me, and I convinced myself to ask to get peace of mind. I thought I would feel completely horrible about myself.

However, when hearing it, I got the closure I needed. I was so wrapped up in my thoughts that I failed to see my growth in this situation. I needed to let go in order to be my best self, and I appreciate being aware enough to notice that.