To grow, we must do the things that scare us. However, because it causes us to be in an uncomfortable state, we avoid it. Now, we are in this vicious cycle until the unhappiness and discomfort outweigh the fear and routine we have in our lives.

It is fun to avoid and go along with the routine of daily life, but signs pop up to remind us that we are deserving of a lot more. You seem to find the motivational videos on social media, and you have friends who remind you of your accomplishments. But still, that voice keeps whispering to you to move out of that cycle.

I am at this stage, and I know I need to move, but figuring out how to do all of that while trying to function feels like a lot of pressure. I feel like there is little to no time in the day, and I lack support. I need that village I was promised as a child; I am in my second wave of growing up. I know it feels hard, but I will get there and surpass my expectations. Until then, I’ll feel all the emotions associated with this journey.